Super Junior

I love this group family. This is the reason why I got into k-pop. After I listened to their song Sorry Sorry, I just couldn’t help myself but to listen to them again and again. :)

they debuted as twelve-man group, then became thirteen then became fifteen <3

right now, there are only 12 active members. the other three are: one focused on acting, one at the army and one member left the group and went to China. but whatever happens, ELFs will always be with them :)

SUper Junior fighting!

2ne1

my favorite girl group <3

When I see 2ne1, I don’t see the usual k-pop girl groups wearing short skirts or frilly clothes or girly types of clothes. What I see is a fierce, fashionable and a kick-ass group. :)

All of them are talented and because of their hardwork, they are now near top of their race. But I heard YG is planning on having them debut in the US which is totally cool. :) their songs are so catchy and so upbeat that I think many people are easily attracted to. 

If you want to see a good korean girl group, you better watch them. They don’t need to wear sexy clothes just to attract much attention. Their presence on stage is enough to drive many fans crazy and attract many people with their music.

<3

Backstreet Boys

THIS IS LEGEND! :))

Everytime I see their MV at Channel V, I always stop and watch. I’ve always loved them :) their songs still holds meaning to me until now. It still gives me happiness whenever I hear their songs. 

I don’t think any other groups (not even k-pop group) can even be like them. They’re so unique that when you think of Backstreet Boys, there is always a song that will come into your mind. :)) <3

I miss them. 

every body!! yeah, yeah. Rock your body! yeah, yeah. Rock your body right! backstreet’s back alright!

Justin Bieber

I used to dislike him. Not because I don’t like his songs but because of his fans. Many of his fans are obsess with him and I’m so fed up of it. I kind of dislike his voice to like in One Time where his voice is like that of a girl’s. 

But now, he gained my respect because of Selena Gomez. I’m not a big fan of Selena though. When I heard him and her were dating, I was like, OMG! Seriously? But then during that day (I think his birthday), where he and Selena were in the car and people and fans were all around them, trying to destroy their supposed to be time together, he just gave them a middle finger and an annoyed faced. If it was me and people were trying to destroy my time with my love ones, I could have shouted and made a scene. But Justin just held his temper and did something less reckless to protect his girl. :)) 

Justin is also now growing up and his voice is changing! it’s starting to be deeper (listen to Never Say Never). I don’t get irritated anymore listening to him in a girly-like singing voice (sorry ^^)

so that’s it :)) 

Suicide

now this is not a suicide note. This is just a post. don’t spazz up and start making a post about messaging me and telling me things. gosh~~

When my mom told me that I WOULD take up nursing as my course, I thought of killing myself. I just don’t want to take up nursing! It’s not my thing. My thing is writing. I live to write. Whether it’s short or long, informal or formal, I don’t care as long as I write. So the thought of not being able to take up Journalism devastated me. 

As I was thinking of ways to kill myself, I thought of three things: gun, pill, knife. I also thought of the possible pains and stuffs about these three things that I could use. 

• Gun- I know where to get one but it’s painful! >.<
• pills- like where can I get these pills? yeah right, pharmacy. :) 
• knife- painful ~~

so see, it’s painful. I was also thinking about this one. So I told myself, if I kill myself, I’d commit a sin and my family would cry. It would also cost them a lot of money for the wake, foods for the visitors, morgue, funeral, etc.. But if I’ll open this up to my friends, maybe they can help me convince my parents. :) if they can’t, then I’ll just study Nursing, but while studying, I can still write :) I still have my blog to continue my passion. :)

so I’m here right now, alive and breathing, will take Nursing for college but I won’t stop writing. :)) thank God I didn’t continue my thoughts. I could have regretted it :)

p/s: my reason for suicide is sooooooooooo petty